girtaquitos

HOSHI-

2006-08-27T18:46:51Z

HOSHI- UPDATE
I got nothin.
Sorry for the inconvenience of reading absolute bullshit =D
oh wait.

also cocks.

It wasn't her

2006-01-08T08:40:11Z

ok seriously. the reason you hate her is because i haven't told the truth about well... anything. I thought I said something about this but i didn't. It was my fault. I screwed up. Big time. Yeah i got her a nice christmas present. She got me a nicer one. that doesn't matter. What matters is I was a shitty boyfriend ok? I didn't call her very much the last 2 months. We did like 3 things in total and those all in the last few days of december. I acted like I didn't care. I'm sorry I misled you guys, and christy I'm sorry I did this... I really didn't mean to and... I really don't know why I didn't mention this but... I love her and it was all my fault... she had every right to.

girtaquitos @ 2006-01-07T19:16:00

2006-01-08T00:19:56Z

Yeah ok She and I were talking about doing something tonight but that's been scrapped and she's hanging out with brad some more. I feel wonderful. I mean if she lived in another town I guess I'd want to spend every bit of time i could with her no matter what it was before she had to go so... I can't blame her... If anyone needs me call my cell 597-4514. Other than that I'll be sleeping or something cause I don't feel like being here right now... If anyone tries to tell me you know what it's like I'll laugh in your face and then punch you in it. Noone knows what it's like. It sucks. It's the worst feeling. It's worse than Ice Skating and falling down and busting your chin open and having to be rushed to the emergency room because it's bleeding and won't stop. To me it feels worse than like my grandfather dying because... well... She's not dead but eventually she'll be kissing someone else and... I still love her... Someone else will be holding her hand... kissing her... loving her... just like I did... someone else is going to take my place... and that realization is... the worst... It's my fault though. Read the next blog to find out why! Yeah it explains better why none of this is christy's fault so fuck all you people that tell me you hate her after this. I really don't care about you if you hate her.

edit - My number was wrong i fixed it though.

Brad and Janet... I mean Christy

2006-01-07T22:41:27Z

Read the latest entry first (january 8th) please and thank you

Well Brad and Christy saw each other for the first time since like... They started going out 8 days ago. Yes I have a day count running in my head I'm pathetic right? Anyway I still love her and it's painful and all but hey life goes on. I just want her to get back so I can find out how things went. She was supposed to be back around 5 so I'm thinking about calling her but... I don't know if I should. Wouldn't she call me first? If she was home would she call me? Or would she forget about me and call Brad as his parents drive him home? I really don't know. I want her back but... I want her to be happy. If she's happy with him then... I'll find a way to make myself happy. I'm happy for them... unusual? don't believe it? I tried to get brad to spend the night at my house tonight so he wouldn't have to go back until tommorow and he could see her again tommorow. Some people think I should hate her, shouldn't take her back if she comes back, offer to beat her up. I'm mad at those people. I still love her, I want her back, and I don't want anyone to touch her. If anyone lays a finger on her, I don't care who you are, I will personally hunt you down and... God i don't know. But that will piss me off and if anyone has seen me pissed off it's not something people like too much. I guess this entry is over. I love Christy still. People may not understand but... I guess you haven't fallen in love, truly, yet...

Stuff

2005-10-21T00:13:23Z

I GOT THE NEW t.A.T.u. ALBUM! AWESOMENESESESESSSSESSSESSESSSSS. well anyways i gotta get back to my world history homework >_< >_< >_< >_< >_< >_< >_< >_< i'll talk to you guys later (i don't update cause i can't think of anything to say)
OH YEAH I HATE GABBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HA SEARCH THAT BITCH AND SEE THE HATRED AND ANGER BREWING INSIDE ME BECAUSE OF YOU I HATE YOU! HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA now go away and leave us ALL ALONE!

Tommy

HA I KNOW HOW TO DO IT NOW

2005-09-17T18:42:42Z

HA I CAN DO LIVE JOURNAL NOW!
I got my jacket. Fucking awesome. I can't upload pictures and i was like wtf. Do do do do. do do. do do. Don't touch that.